Saturday, April 24, 2010
~ 4:35 PM ~
two more days to enlistment in NS...
Make a change!
Swimming Alone.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
~ 10:04 PM ~
Hello, back from the tedious exams,
So today the topic is selfishness...
Selfish can be view as acts that have only one's interest in mind regardless of others. To me, selfishness should be viewed as a natural instinct of human nature. No one should be blamed for acts that seem selfish, except if the act is really kind of demeaning and degrading one's self worth. First and foremost, the basis of selfishness is respect. Respect is an honour given to us no matter whether we deserve it in the first place. But the problem is does selfishness really degrade perception of one of others? We are motivated to pave a comfortable road for us to ride on in life... this is mostly true when we bring in the Darwinian view of life- the fittest survive. Even those who seem to be a hero could just be someone who wants to gain personal fame and glory in return. Even so, this can be justified as a moral act in view of selfishness motivating factor we have initially. One classic example is those firefighter heroes who sacrificed their life to save people who were trapped in twin towers in 9/11. Even the satisfaction from a good/heroic deed done can be deemed as selfish? but just like what I've said, it is a justifiable act. We act on rationale, a frame of combination of common sense and personal preference to influence our judgement. To me, this is the root of all problems. Rationale is like reasons for actions taken in a logical sense. The main thing is that if we really provide a reason for everything we do, there can be never-ending issues and the worst is we become more skeptical of the good intentions people have.
hmmm, thats all...
Swimming Alone.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
~ 9:02 PM ~
Hi world,
Today was a great day except for the heat that is killing me bit by bit... Sad to say today will be the last day that I would go behind and play with the kids for the whole week!!! aRGH...
Had an hour chat with my sister and we talked about many many stuffs that are occuring in our lives... I managed to grasp some secrets and hope I can use them in the future. hehe. Brother and sister can sometimes be quite interesting... The days are passing by so quickly that we rarely get time for each other...
Does being the best means you've won it all? I beg to differ... I would say being the best in your eyes then would be a satisfied victory for me... Well, its just an imagination... It will never happen. Some nice songs by liang jin ru stuck in my head the whole day... I am sorry but I am still in love with you and the smile of tommorrow is precious...=)
Swimming Alone.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
~ 11:09 PM ~
Its tuesday people...
Just had tuition with some funny people.. seriously, I was just smiling to myself throughout the whole lesson just now... that was kinda crazy.... haha... More to come in future and hope to sustain long term friendship with these people even after the end of tuition... okay sounds weird...
Anyway, I just realised that there are many smart kids living in my estate... played bball with them was kinda interesting and funny... Missed my childhood days.. Innocence is a virtue... Some of them from RI, really smart. Some from DHS... haha, none from catholic high.. I like their attitude... Some small kid came up to me and said height aint an advantage... Haha.. he is impressive but of coz it does make a difference to the match.duh! haha.
Swimming Alone.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
~ 8:29 PM ~
BACK FROM SWIMMING!!!! I am damn tired... really physically... was kinda of a competitive training today... I realised I really need to engage in tough training after As...
Been researching for better JAP songs... If anyone has any good japanese songs.. please notify me.. hehe..
ARGH... I need a respite!!!! but its not worth...
Swimming Alone.
Friday, September 4, 2009
~ 9:31 PM ~
Today was a destressing day!!! totally did nothing!!! haha.. Went back to my usual hangout to play bball with smaller kids. A lot of accidents happen today. I accidentally broke one small guy's specs. So Sorry.. really didnt mean to... Subsequently, I hit his brother on his head... Really damn sorry man... I dont know why I am the only one who threw the ball but hit people... Kinda finding myself a bit too big in such place. But the kids were nice.. They really didnt mind and even challenged me somemore. haha.. Again, I played football and accidentally kicked the ball and hit a young lady... Surprising, I thought it was hard, but she said its okay... Oh Wells, the kids are really sporty and fun to hang out with. Theres this small kid with 6 abs!!! amazing... haha.. instead of calling biceps muscles, they call them mouse...o.O HAHA.. oh wells, hope to go there more often after As.. Yeah, promised them to come as often as I can after my exams..=)Been listening to MVs for past hours... I realised many Jay Chou's MV are really touching and hilarious... HAHA. Hope to catch up soon and cannot wait for exams to end soon. But on a lighter note, its really heartening that JC life is coming to a halt sooner or later... I really need a facebook account to keep contacts. HAHA... Swimming tomorrow!! YES!!! finally...
Swimming Alone.
Friday, August 28, 2009
~ 11:52 PM ~
Today was a real tiring day... Had lots of fun and laughter with council mates once again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY sze wei.. 18 is definitely a prime age to be looking forward to... So, we went Revenue Hse to have seafood buffet. It was quite okay but it was kinda cruel killing the prawns in front of our own eyes. So, we hanged out like for 4 hours before I rush back home to report. Thanks to yi hui for the cab ride and I really did kinda enjoyed myself, deludging in sweet and hilarious conversations with council peeps.
This is just a dream. Don't hope too much on it... just let it go and the pain will ease. But back to point, is it worthy?? I need an answer and sometimes the glaring lie is a painful one...
Swimming Alone.
