Wednesday, September 17, 2008
~ 11:30 PM ~
I am confused... why am I in this shit? my heart tells me different things now...
Its so far away yet so near.... nothing much but coincidence? I am lost...
really not like old times... remember the days in catholic high where I no need to study at all.. coz the sch was damn well-prepared and exam oriented and my teachers were damn good... but now.. I am left on my own.. WE HAVE TO STUDY IN JC! not like sec sch where I can just play play and slp slp... still can get good grades...
Now, its a matter of getting promoted or not... study is the only way man...
these few days are days of stress that I will nvr forget... how much I give and How much I gain... I should just focus and stop thinking of other impossible stuff...
Swimming Alone.