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Sunday, March 8, 2009
~ 9:05 PM ~
Having mixed feelings for the past two days, I really cannot accept that fact. Am I meant to always not achieve the best in everything I do. The fact that I had high hopes to what I feel I did the best, the greater the disappointment is gonna be. Its not something that one can learn from and do it again. This is really something that will only happen once in a lifetime. Did I really not make the best out of it? I really hope things will just go well and I am really clueless of what I am expecting of myself now.
Saturday was a fruitful day. Literally so because my family decided to cheer up by not going easy on the durians and mangosteens. We spent close to a hundred dollars on the fruits. It really took me a while to realise that my family has been really more than kind to me and acceptable of who I am. We laughed for at least 1 hr while eating the durians. haha. Apart from the literal meaning of fruitful, I attended a Public Speaking Workshop in school. The guy seemed to the one enlightening us about the things that are special in us and what we should believe in. However, lets face reality. Things may not always turn out your way. Its good that you have your own beliefs and values. But can these things keep you out of danger? Do they really have an impact on others? No doubt, they play an important role in shaping not just your character, but part of your destiny. But the truth is only some are up to it.
Sunday was a great day, having the whole day spent at tuition centre. I didnt mind the fact that I have to attend tuition again for 2 moreyears after sec sch, in fact I am very grateful that my parents are supportive of me also.=) I kinda embarrassed myself today in class when I almost burst into laughter after recieving rueylin's sms and the teacher was like staring at me with that weird expression. HAHA
Apart from my daily life, I am grateful to my friends who have one or other highlighted my life and made it colourful till today tomorrow and my whole school life. Friends and families are the real treasure of our lives. They are the ones who do things to make you happy, do things to make you sad, do things to help you and sometimes need us to do things to help them. Its a give and take, care and share, love and help, be there for each other. I will still remember the words that came from my instructor in OBS: expect the unexpected.
high expectations...
Swimming Alone.
