Friday, August 28, 2009
~ 11:52 PM ~
Today was a real tiring day... Had lots of fun and laughter with council mates once again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY sze wei.. 18 is definitely a prime age to be looking forward to... So, we went Revenue Hse to have seafood buffet. It was quite okay but it was kinda cruel killing the prawns in front of our own eyes. So, we hanged out like for 4 hours before I rush back home to report. Thanks to yi hui for the cab ride and I really did kinda enjoyed myself, deludging in sweet and hilarious conversations with council peeps.
This is just a dream. Don't hope too much on it... just let it go and the pain will ease. But back to point, is it worthy?? I need an answer and sometimes the glaring lie is a painful one...
Swimming Alone.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
~ 2:47 PM ~
If only it was as easy as 1 to 10...
一段情 两颗心 三个字 是我爱你
无聊时 就 溜出去
期待每天在一起
巴不得 粘着你
就这样的不分离
十全十美的爱情
从一到十等于我和你
爱的故事 就像你生病时照顾你的护士
没有爱要如何度日
我们爱十个数字
一到十 或许不止一到十
其实 爱俯拾即是何必等良辰吉时
散播快乐散播爱
爱要及时 和仇恨说BYE
有时候难以启齿
但还要得说出来
爱有很多种
爱做很多梦
有些时候带着很多痛
但是我爱人人 人人爱我 噢
一到十等于我和你 by 范玮琪
For the simple reason I do not know when it started... Perharps just a phone call away...
Simply in love with this simple song
Swimming Alone.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
~ 10:27 PM ~
Anyone wants to go swimming please ask me along... I just need some WAVES...
Swimming Alone.
Monday, August 24, 2009
~ 10:43 PM ~
swimming is a type of addiction...
Swimming Alone.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
~ 8:44 PM ~
what a chore to go through what I have done for the past 2 years in AJC.
Probably council has been almost my JC life and I just cant seem to pen down anything that seems so glorious.
Perharps I was just enjoying my time in council that I cant seem to remember the commitments I've made during my term of office. Indeed, it was a experience but the only people I can share this experience is with Councillors of AJC. We knew right from the start there are gonna be many rough tides ahead. Despite that, there is no doubt I managed to widen my social circle. There are much things valuable in life. Right now, its As that is a worry and a motivation. Knowledge sadly is based and driven by the presence of the hateful exams people seem to take year in year out. This is our world, we cant change it. But we do know that our lives are still within our control. Its a joy to be living. No matter what it takes, I must embrace myself, cuddle in the arms of the ones around me, spread the love, the joy and the stress. Maybe thats what really brings the society this far.
Answering your own questions is a form of commitment. We make decisions based on rationale for most people. I wont deny some are simply carried away by other thoughts. Humans are kind by nature and we learn to accept and get accustomed to things and radical changes around us. We derived happiness from all sorts of stuff. We derived joy from people who care for us and in return those who we care for. We should be thankful for the environment we live in. I am grateful for having a unique adorable family, a caring group of friends and mentors/teachers who go an extra mile to aid us. I cannot describe the feeling I am having now, but it just came to me what life should entail. If someone can ever define its true meaning and reason for existence, please do me this favour. I'll buy you a drink. I'll try to be a better brother, a better son, a better grandson, a better nephew, a better cousin, a better friend, a better student. By and large, a better person.
Enough of rambling all the thoughts flowing through my mind. Now, let me share my day's experience...
Was quite happy when the dentist encourage and praise me for keeping my teeth in good condition. It has been eons since he gave me a positive comment.=) thumbs and bottles up. Swimming was quite fulfilling today. I did learnt and practise more lifesaving skills, making the society a safer place to live in. haha. nothing much now, except SGC that I need to think critically because ms raudah kinda said its important. Must finish by midnight. I think I kinda made someone a bit "pissed" off because I sent my friend an sms saying that I saw her at bus stop but it wasnt her. hmmm, what else? oh yeah, my timing improve by 6 secs!!!! hahaha.
I need to be full steam now.....
Swimming Alone.
Friday, August 21, 2009
~ 10:40 PM ~
live up to people's expectations...
thats not really easy. its stressful and painful but it will be gone in a flash...
Swimming Alone.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
~ 9:51 PM ~
My gums HURT!!!! and I guess that I'm too heaty. So, my mum gave me drink the bitter medicine and I swear it was really bitter to the max.... ARGH. cannot really eat right now....
School today was tiring especially using up some brain cells in the hot afternoon for my econs case study!!! Met Stephanie Tan on the bus and she was very high as usual discussing about many issues that are somewhat I would never bring up or think about in my daily life.. haha. Yeah, both of us cannot wait for SC farewell, we hope there is. HAHA!
What a weird sign... I cannot comprehend at all... invisible is the word. Its like I absorbed all the wavelength of the visible light spectrum... I need this to end... Better still, conclude
Swimming Alone.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
~ 11:00 PM ~
just one conclusion...
We cannot be playing this game alone...
Swimming Alone.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
~ 11:22 PM ~
Sometimes, we just got to accept who we are. Things arent simple in this complex world, neither is anything too complicated for us to understand. We just need more time. Time is the essence(not those kind of brand essence of chicken). We need time. despite the upcoming events in school like today's mock papers.. I still look forward to Saturday's lesson. Guess thats the only time I can really take my mind of everything. EVERY SINGLE thing...
RESPITE RESPITE.... No, there's not much time
Swimming Alone.
Monday, August 10, 2009
~ 9:36 PM ~
have you ever wondered what could be the worst human nature? I have the answer. Its pure deception. Not the double-cross type, not the betrayal type, its the double-faced type. The one where you will not even recognise the person and know his identity or even his/her name. Its another cyclical phenomena of humans. Sad to say, this kind of deceiving purpose makes no sense at all. The only reason is to take advantage of people behind their backs. On the other hand, we should build on each other's strengths and weaknesses instead of turning one's back behind the mask of the face. There is simply no reason to me. Deception is a pure evil, one that ruin relationship and the kind nature of one. Emotions are a form of expressions and one should not be shy or scared to express them in front of others. I cannot take this reason no matter what..
I just cant seem to find a reason...
Swimming Alone.
~ 3:33 PM ~
Hi, just came back from bishan. actually, was kinda forced to return home earlier partly due to the lack of willingness and ability to stay on and mainly due to my flu. SOMEONE IS EITHER SCOLDING ME LIKE MAD OR SOMEONE is missing me dearly. I could sneeze 4 times in a row! I had to quickly run to the toilet in the library before some librarian come and ask me to go back and rest. Haiz... was kinda bored but I cleared many of my doubts on some econs concept and flow of thinking. Guess I will have to continue on tommorrow since I didnt finish up. I saw the library and it was quite empty to my surprise... Perharps everyone is like a hermit crab hidding somewhere...I finally satisfy my craving for the taiwanese chicken cutlet and a pudding milk tea!!! Well, that was my lunch=)
Tomorrow is a school day again and I'm kinda glad prolly because I am having the post school syndrome due to this sudden change of having too little time on hand to study and now much more time on hand. I need more motivation!!! or I need to motivate myself. Mr chan is right. This is the final term of my education.... I need to keep reminding myself. I came a long way from cedar primary to catholic high to AJC. Many of my friends have different stories but we still need to push ourselves...
I couldnt care less, nor I couldnt be bothered. Yeaps, Thats a BIG FAT LIE. I am still trapped in this spin of memories which you cannot even seem to remember...........
Swimming Alone.
Friday, August 7, 2009
~ 5:19 PM ~
Its fate and I have to accept...
Swimming Alone.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
~ 3:45 PM ~
I have to get used to this mundane life of studying... sometimes, it just gonna be tough. Another wish...
I cannot remember when was the last time I ever look at you... look into your eyes... but then again.. Its just another state of mind. another story...
Swimming Alone.
